Clueless..

Dari tajuk pun dah tau aku xda tajuk nak letak. Lantak aku la. Erm.. Xmas tahun ni mcm x best la plak. Well.. Negeri orang len, jatuh snow. Cni jatuh hujan.. hurm... Lebat!! Banjir. 25hb Disember tu punyala aku terkilan skit bila aku terbangun lewat and x sempat pergi sembahyang. Nak2 lgi hujan yang lebat mendayu2. Satu hari hujan guruh bagai. Nak tercabut ada juga nyawa bila menahan takut. Adalah kira2 jam 12 mcm tu ada kawan sekampung ni ajak jln2 pklai kereta. Hupgrade la ckit. Jalan la .. tapi syg, xlama.. n x best sgt bila hujan yng terlampau.mmgla selamat pkai kereta, x basah apa.. tpi kalau terhanyut, spa nak jawab? Bah. Nannti edit lgi la. hati masih tak tenang. :'(

Merry Xmas 2011

Hohoho!
Biasa dah tu. cliche'.. hehe.. rajin pulak aku menghupdate blog kali ni. well. dah bosan2 kan. hehe.. fb pun datang bodo. twitter sepatah haram aku tak pham. try belogging la pula.. jinak2. xyahla pro sgt. hehe. besa2 jer. uiceh. cliche' lgi. puikkk.. bah. pnjng btul intro..

Hari ni 24th December.. uduiii.. Christmas eve tu. spatutnya hari paling sibuk nak siapkan makanan n kemas rumah. Tugas aku semalam dah siap. Kemas rumah. Mcm tu rupanya jdi suri rumah. ok. Lambat ckitla aku kahwin. uiceh. Tinggal tugas hari ni, MEMASAK. hoho.. since ada adik kecik, aku lah jdi mak, akulah jdi bapak, akulah kakak. haha! Another reason to get married a lil' bit late. hehe. xyah nak rush. tak lari dudu dikejar. pergh! pulak.. hehe..

Agak terkilan di situ bila kwn2 bnyk yg takda kat kpg. Kawan yg sentiasa ada time susah dan senang. Kawan yg sama membesar dgn kita. Teringat balik zaman dulu2 bila xmas datang je, sebulan lebih awal kmiprg dah plan mcmana nak gerak. Paling best dulu, kmiorg jln pgi rumah kwan dengan JALAN KAKI. hebat. beramai2. Lepas tu, hupgrade la ckit, pakai motosikal. Antara diorg, aku paling awal pndai bawa moto. cehh.. nak berlagak la tu. padahal xda apa.. hehe.. lepas tu, start la kmiorg jln pkai moto je.. smpai la kmi hbis form 5, di mana kmi semua dah berpecah. Aku dihantar nun jauh ke Labuan pda tahun 2009. huh.. sedih punya la bagai. Lepas tu,  tahun 2010 la aku sambung study kat Kuching balik. wahaha.. bahagia bila jumpa diorg balik. Bercerita bagai xada esok. amboi. direct translate.

Hmmm.. tpi tahun 2011 agak terkilan ckit.. uwaaa!! :'( .. ada yg dah sambung study kat semenanjung n x blh balik/ xdpt balik. sedihnya.. hurm. xpalah.. akan ada harinya kami bertemu lgi kakalu umurku panjang. Amen.

Merry Xmas to all my frens and a Happy New Year.

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#Lagu kat atas betul2 aku tujukan buat ko,(Ryan). #

I miss You. Again.

Funny funny things happens lately.
  ok. Nak cerita la hari ni. Kira sepesel la jugak. Hari ni bday ex aku. Banyak2 ex, yang ni aku x boleh lupa. Tapi xdala feeling love2 lgi dah. Yang penting, slalu jga contact sbb dah jdi tabiat dah. He is my bestfriend. GF dia pn bleh tahan. Aku mls nak menyibuk hal org.

Hari ni bday dia. Ikut kira2, dah 2 tahun kami x jumpa. Kalau kami masih couple, tahun ni ialah tahun ke 2 kami bkapel. Well. Jodoh pertemuan semua di tangan Tuhan. Tipula kalau aku cakap aku x rindu dia. Dengan dia, paling lama aku kapel. 2 tahun . Dari 17 June 2009 sampai somewhere in June 2011. Kira 2 tahun la jugak.

Paling x best, kami x pernah nak celebrate bday dia n anniversary kami. Kesian kan? Kami cuma sempat celebrate bday aku yang ke 18 di atas feri. hoho.. hebat jak bunyi. Time tu balik dari Matrik. Nak balik kpg. So kami berempat ni ambik la peluang nak ambik trip feri Menumbok. Berjam2 atas feri and bus pun xterasa kalau duduk d sebelah yg tersyg. hoh.. alahai kenangan. Kenapalah ko manis sgt.

Paling suwiit, dia dn kwn2 ku berpakat belikan hadiah dan bgi surprise. Teddy bear. hoh.. Masih ku simpan sebagai kenangan. SEMUA BNDA YG DIA BAGI AKU SIMPAN, SEKECIL MANA PUN.

Time bday dia plak, time tu dia dah masuk offer SPA. alahai.. Jauh nya dia.. Berlainan course lgi kami. SEM 2 di matriks ku hbiskan bersendirian. Sedihnya. Xda lgi yg menemani aku mkn di kafe, bercerita dgnku setiap kali rehat kuliah, menatap matanya, dia bermanja..huhu.Rindu gilak!

Ok. Masuk tahun 2010,thun paling mencabar. Ku gagahkan juga tnpa dia di sisi.Anniversary kami thun 2010 x disambut. Hurm. Bertemankan sms dan menangis di telefon. Begitulah kami meraikannya.
Bday aku yg ke 19, aku bersendirian. Sedihnya..

Hurm . Tahun ni pula, mmg kami x berkaitan sama sekali. Sekadar sepasang kawan,. Sedih mengenangkan kenyataan, tetapi, itulah hakikatnya. Cinta terhenti, melafazkan berakhirnya hubungan kami.

Xpalah.Yang penting dia bahagia dan saya bahagia di samping yg tersayang. Hubungan sebagai kawan lebih selesa sekiranya masing-masing menerima hakikat dunia. Setiap manusia ditentukan jodoh oleh-Nya, aku hanya mampu berserah. 

Happy 20th Birthday Ryan Golibot! :)

Classmatess!!!! :)

Wahahaha.. Ni dia Katy Perry kami.. hahaha.. sorry.. Taken oredi.. Ni Samantha Elesha Selembau.. Nah... A 91'er and obviously, she loves to carry stones in her bag. She is that teacher's vibe and also oneof our top student in the class.. :) ...

Ni plak, ex Sabahan.. Dah pindah Sarawak balik.. :)  Nama dia Mohd. Syukri .. One of our shuffler and also a skateboarder. Dia kaki IT gak, and very2 lawak.. 

Ni gadis dalam kelas.. haahaha.. Nama diberi, Siti Asyilah bte.Kudus, tapi nak juga kena panggil Asyilah jak.. aiseh..Nma glamour la.. She has a very complicated love story.. Adeh.. xpalah.. Dia bahagi juga tu dengan kamiorg..Kan Syilah? :P

Nampak ganas kan?? Well.. Nilah penolong ketua kelas kami untuk Sem 3.. Hebat ni. Dialah Mama La Gitara.. Heheheh.. Nama dia, Marilyn Olivia Atin. Dun judge her by her body size, she dance better than Shakira babe!!

Hah!!! Bapak Indonesia kami.. hehehe..Joking!! Ni Philemon Kana. A skateboarder and also a tennis player. Hebat kan?? Ni lah satu-satunya wakil kelas kami yang hebat main tennis..So, GERKO tahun ni, dia kot yang dapat markah AWESOME!!

Yey.. Ni dia yang gorgeous!!! Nama dia Quelice Ling. Sangat expert dalam make up, fashion designing and also in relationship matter. She is a person who you can talk to when u have any problem.Any problem will d, but dun mess with her when she is sleeping.. WARNING!

Kaki IT.. Hensem?? Nama dia Mohamad Haris. He is unpredictable...  Basically, he is fun to be with.. ehehhehe.. The most significant thing, he rarely calls someone like an "abg" or a "kakak".. ehehe.. cute kan?? He also soft hearted.Kecik nya hati dia.. :)

 
Our volleyball player!!! Jangan men2.. Dia ni Chinese., Tapi BI power gilerr...!!Dia ni slumber jak,.N kadang2 slumber dia yang buat kamiorg speechless.. :)

Yey..Our cartoonist!! Mohd. Azad. Hensem.. Tinggi sangat2.Sangat suka karakter The Simpson. Love story?/ Never mentioned.. :) Sngat pendiam, well, his nature kan?? Bare with it.. Back off if no one knows him well... 

yEAH!!! Dancer kami..Patricia Henry. Sorry. Also taken already. By Charles Nanang. :) .. She is sweet when she used Baby T-shirt and jeans.Plus her sneakers. Sangat sweet.. Yang hebatnya, dia boleh tiru suara sengau.Hillarious gila!!!

Eh??Saya lagi. Well, u know me.. next!!!

Haduiii!! Lau Ung Wei. Dia comel tau.. hehehe..Just sometime he is a bit off from people as he stressed.. Xpalah.. Xpayah nak panjang lebar kat cni. Basically he has that special characteristic that might makes people want to be his friends.

Heyyy.Ni photographer kami... Very talkative and also one of the GADIS. Named, Nurfarhanah.

One of the gorgeous too. Her laugh is contagious though. Named, Lisia Gran. She loves her family so much and she really appreciate everything.

Erk... Dun be overjudged by him..Hehhehe.. Well. Here comes our hero..Aiseh.. Konon., Named, Lionel. But he can be a she sometime.He is lovable and totally awesome! He has that style that no one can copy. Hey!! He is ours..:)

Uduiii.. comel la tu??? Ni satu org lagi Sabahan. Nuraini Madiaman. Sangat serupa dengan tikus. Once dia nervous, tersangatla lucu. Dengan kelam kabutnya lagi, dengan celoteh mulutnya lagi.. Adehai.... Xpa.. She's cute in such way...

Hey.. Don Pedro.. ahahah.. no.. Its our Along.Muhammad Nuaim. He has a very good vocal, but then, we hardly hear him sing. His relationship?? ERGH?? Complicated.. His body is really flexible. U guys should watch he does that wormy flabby movement.

Hye!! This is real story. This is Liew Shan Thian.First impression, u guys totally thought that he is an Indian..NO!!! He is a Bidayuh Chinese mix. Well.Doesn't look like one.. hahahah.Our top student too and yeah, he is already taken too... :) No way I'm going to expose it here.. ahahhaa...

Hihi..Another Korean lover. This is Myra. She love to wear a plain white shirt. And surprisingly, she looks beautiful in it. Just imagine how beautiful a person is in a plain white shirt... She is also already taken.. Sorry..:)

heheh..Another Sabahan. This is Nur Izzati. She used to be very very plum but nw, she end up with a beautiful body. Ironically, she still have that plumed cheek.Cute eyy???

Our sista!!! a 90'er..Meet Jessica Jerin Surang. She really loves to eat traditional food, but not exotic food. She is really caring and she loves to advice people. Glad to have her in our class..:) 

Hurm... Depressed.. Hehehe..Kidding. She is smiling?? waa...!! A miracle.. Waduh. Jahatnya. No la.. This is Nurfadzilla a.k.a Jill Rahman. She is a music lover and she is prone to injuries. Just take care of her when she is walking anywhere.. :) ..

Ni Qhailani.. The only Semenanjung in our class, yet she is very sporting. She is also taken already by Qawiem Syimir. She loves online shopping... 

Bha.. These are my classmates of PPISMP TESL 3 JUNE 2010 and this is our final Semester for our Foundation year. We'll step into Degree year next year, so,...

<3 WISH US THE BEST OF LUCK!!!! <3

Beloved people around me.. :)

Bha.. Hari ni nak cakap pasal orang-orang yang banyak inspire saya... aisehemn. surry aa.. My BI sucks..Heheh.. Nak cakap ni.. Orang-orang ni semua sangat hebat, sangat spesel.. Mana nak dapat orang mcm ni... Betul.. Hebat.. Saya jak ada.. And yg penting, saya sayang diorg!! :)

Bha..  First, jom berkenalan dengan saya dulu.. ciss...sy pun disayangi.. Oleh sapa?? Banyak orang.. :P ..aND  saya tahu, Tuhan sayang saya sangat-sangat.. :) ..
Ni saya... Untuk tahun 2011.. Makin cumill...opppsss... Tercakap.. xpa.. kebenaran..

Oke.. Lpas tu.. Ni pulak kekasih jiwa hati saya yang tersayang.. Adik bongsu saya.. :)Jackson Hollypyhll!!! Tadaaa!!!Dia ni kecik, tpi sangat berbisa.. :)Comel mcm kakak dia.. huikkk...perasan lgi...

Next is my.. ehemm.. should I say?? Hurm.. bha., This is him.. Arandell Andrew.. :) Dia hebat,,.. Main gitar.. :) .. Masih teringat lagi dia main gitar lagu Guardian Angel time birthday dia sendiri... :) ..

Next, ada lagi 1 urg.. kakak saya.. hahaha.. ooopsss... :) .. Ada kisah dia ni.. Dia ni girlfren ex saya.. hEHE.. bagus kan ada ex gf macam saya.. Sporting jak.. :)Orang baik dengan saa, saya pun baikla dengan orang. No musuh-musuh... :) Peace.. Ni dia.. Vellenda.. Nama fb dia, Veyl V'k. Kaki korea juga ni.. Nasib sama minat. :)dIA Care sangat ma sy..So obviously, dia kakak looorrr..:)

Hahaha..My feveret peoples are coming.. Ni lah rumate-rumate saya... Banyak ragam yet very lovable.. They have their own personality that people won't understand.Including me actually...

Okayyy...The first  pitcure is Dliyana John and the bottom is Famiza Watson Dian. Both of them are from Sibu and both are Ibans. Dliya loves to watch movies while Famiza loves to sing. She has a very powerful vocal and I really love to sing with her.I also love to share any bible verses or religious matter with her. The funny part is when she tries to act cute.. Well.. She is cute, but then, when she emphasizes on it, it sounds so WRONG!!! hehehe.. Okay, Dliyana on the other hand, she loves extreme thing.. Not sport obviously.. She kinda someone who loves new thing. Adventures. People won't understand, but its ok.. Different people have different opinion.. :)

Bha.. Next are my classmates.... hehehe.. the notorious one..

The next post will be about them.. Wait haa... :)

That's all for now.. daa.. !!! :)

What Are Words...

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just from me and now know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close