Clueless..

Dari tajuk pun dah tau aku xda tajuk nak letak. Lantak aku la. Erm.. Xmas tahun ni mcm x best la plak. Well.. Negeri orang len, jatuh snow. Cni jatuh hujan.. hurm... Lebat!! Banjir. 25hb Disember tu punyala aku terkilan skit bila aku terbangun lewat and x sempat pergi sembahyang. Nak2 lgi hujan yang lebat mendayu2. Satu hari hujan guruh bagai. Nak tercabut ada juga nyawa bila menahan takut. Adalah kira2 jam 12 mcm tu ada kawan sekampung ni ajak jln2 pklai kereta. Hupgrade la ckit. Jalan la .. tapi syg, xlama.. n x best sgt bila hujan yng terlampau.mmgla selamat pkai kereta, x basah apa.. tpi kalau terhanyut, spa nak jawab? Bah. Nannti edit lgi la. hati masih tak tenang. :'(

Merry Xmas 2011

Hohoho!
Biasa dah tu. cliche'.. hehe.. rajin pulak aku menghupdate blog kali ni. well. dah bosan2 kan. hehe.. fb pun datang bodo. twitter sepatah haram aku tak pham. try belogging la pula.. jinak2. xyahla pro sgt. hehe. besa2 jer. uiceh. cliche' lgi. puikkk.. bah. pnjng btul intro..

Hari ni 24th December.. uduiii.. Christmas eve tu. spatutnya hari paling sibuk nak siapkan makanan n kemas rumah. Tugas aku semalam dah siap. Kemas rumah. Mcm tu rupanya jdi suri rumah. ok. Lambat ckitla aku kahwin. uiceh. Tinggal tugas hari ni, MEMASAK. hoho.. since ada adik kecik, aku lah jdi mak, akulah jdi bapak, akulah kakak. haha! Another reason to get married a lil' bit late. hehe. xyah nak rush. tak lari dudu dikejar. pergh! pulak.. hehe..

Agak terkilan di situ bila kwn2 bnyk yg takda kat kpg. Kawan yg sentiasa ada time susah dan senang. Kawan yg sama membesar dgn kita. Teringat balik zaman dulu2 bila xmas datang je, sebulan lebih awal kmiprg dah plan mcmana nak gerak. Paling best dulu, kmiorg jln pgi rumah kwan dengan JALAN KAKI. hebat. beramai2. Lepas tu, hupgrade la ckit, pakai motosikal. Antara diorg, aku paling awal pndai bawa moto. cehh.. nak berlagak la tu. padahal xda apa.. hehe.. lepas tu, start la kmiorg jln pkai moto je.. smpai la kmi hbis form 5, di mana kmi semua dah berpecah. Aku dihantar nun jauh ke Labuan pda tahun 2009. huh.. sedih punya la bagai. Lepas tu,  tahun 2010 la aku sambung study kat Kuching balik. wahaha.. bahagia bila jumpa diorg balik. Bercerita bagai xada esok. amboi. direct translate.

Hmmm.. tpi tahun 2011 agak terkilan ckit.. uwaaa!! :'( .. ada yg dah sambung study kat semenanjung n x blh balik/ xdpt balik. sedihnya.. hurm. xpalah.. akan ada harinya kami bertemu lgi kakalu umurku panjang. Amen.

Merry Xmas to all my frens and a Happy New Year.

Pergilah...

Tajuk Lirik Lagu: Patah Seribu
Artis: Shila Amzah

Walau kau tiada di sini
Ku tetap ingat semua pesanmu
Ku hidup seolah-olah kau masih ada
Bisikan kata kepadaku

Bilakah kau akan utuskan surat buatku
Aku terus menunggu tibanya kata cintamu

oh.. patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Biar pergimu tanpa relamu
Namun hatiku tetap rasa
Kejamnya kau meninggalkanku dengan nota-nota
Cinta buat kita berdua bila kan ku bisa menerima ketiadaanmu
Kan ku bakar semua hapuskan semua kenangan

Patah seribu hatiku
Bila mengenangkan segala yang kita bina bersama
Haruskah ku lupa kerna engkau telah pergi

Sayangku mohon padamu
Segera tinggalkanku
Pergilah kau ke tempat yang kau tuju
Pasti ada hikmah buatmu dan juga buat diriku

Pergilah…

#Lagu kat atas betul2 aku tujukan buat ko,(Ryan). #

I miss You. Again.

Funny funny things happens lately.
  ok. Nak cerita la hari ni. Kira sepesel la jugak. Hari ni bday ex aku. Banyak2 ex, yang ni aku x boleh lupa. Tapi xdala feeling love2 lgi dah. Yang penting, slalu jga contact sbb dah jdi tabiat dah. He is my bestfriend. GF dia pn bleh tahan. Aku mls nak menyibuk hal org.

Hari ni bday dia. Ikut kira2, dah 2 tahun kami x jumpa. Kalau kami masih couple, tahun ni ialah tahun ke 2 kami bkapel. Well. Jodoh pertemuan semua di tangan Tuhan. Tipula kalau aku cakap aku x rindu dia. Dengan dia, paling lama aku kapel. 2 tahun . Dari 17 June 2009 sampai somewhere in June 2011. Kira 2 tahun la jugak.

Paling x best, kami x pernah nak celebrate bday dia n anniversary kami. Kesian kan? Kami cuma sempat celebrate bday aku yang ke 18 di atas feri. hoho.. hebat jak bunyi. Time tu balik dari Matrik. Nak balik kpg. So kami berempat ni ambik la peluang nak ambik trip feri Menumbok. Berjam2 atas feri and bus pun xterasa kalau duduk d sebelah yg tersyg. hoh.. alahai kenangan. Kenapalah ko manis sgt.

Paling suwiit, dia dn kwn2 ku berpakat belikan hadiah dan bgi surprise. Teddy bear. hoh.. Masih ku simpan sebagai kenangan. SEMUA BNDA YG DIA BAGI AKU SIMPAN, SEKECIL MANA PUN.

Time bday dia plak, time tu dia dah masuk offer SPA. alahai.. Jauh nya dia.. Berlainan course lgi kami. SEM 2 di matriks ku hbiskan bersendirian. Sedihnya. Xda lgi yg menemani aku mkn di kafe, bercerita dgnku setiap kali rehat kuliah, menatap matanya, dia bermanja..huhu.Rindu gilak!

Ok. Masuk tahun 2010,thun paling mencabar. Ku gagahkan juga tnpa dia di sisi.Anniversary kami thun 2010 x disambut. Hurm. Bertemankan sms dan menangis di telefon. Begitulah kami meraikannya.
Bday aku yg ke 19, aku bersendirian. Sedihnya..

Hurm . Tahun ni pula, mmg kami x berkaitan sama sekali. Sekadar sepasang kawan,. Sedih mengenangkan kenyataan, tetapi, itulah hakikatnya. Cinta terhenti, melafazkan berakhirnya hubungan kami.

Xpalah.Yang penting dia bahagia dan saya bahagia di samping yg tersayang. Hubungan sebagai kawan lebih selesa sekiranya masing-masing menerima hakikat dunia. Setiap manusia ditentukan jodoh oleh-Nya, aku hanya mampu berserah. 

Happy 20th Birthday Ryan Golibot! :)

Classmatess!!!! :)

Wahahaha.. Ni dia Katy Perry kami.. hahaha.. sorry.. Taken oredi.. Ni Samantha Elesha Selembau.. Nah... A 91'er and obviously, she loves to carry stones in her bag. She is that teacher's vibe and also oneof our top student in the class.. :) ...

Ni plak, ex Sabahan.. Dah pindah Sarawak balik.. :)  Nama dia Mohd. Syukri .. One of our shuffler and also a skateboarder. Dia kaki IT gak, and very2 lawak.. 

Ni gadis dalam kelas.. haahaha.. Nama diberi, Siti Asyilah bte.Kudus, tapi nak juga kena panggil Asyilah jak.. aiseh..Nma glamour la.. She has a very complicated love story.. Adeh.. xpalah.. Dia bahagi juga tu dengan kamiorg..Kan Syilah? :P

Nampak ganas kan?? Well.. Nilah penolong ketua kelas kami untuk Sem 3.. Hebat ni. Dialah Mama La Gitara.. Heheheh.. Nama dia, Marilyn Olivia Atin. Dun judge her by her body size, she dance better than Shakira babe!!

Hah!!! Bapak Indonesia kami.. hehehe..Joking!! Ni Philemon Kana. A skateboarder and also a tennis player. Hebat kan?? Ni lah satu-satunya wakil kelas kami yang hebat main tennis..So, GERKO tahun ni, dia kot yang dapat markah AWESOME!!

Yey.. Ni dia yang gorgeous!!! Nama dia Quelice Ling. Sangat expert dalam make up, fashion designing and also in relationship matter. She is a person who you can talk to when u have any problem.Any problem will d, but dun mess with her when she is sleeping.. WARNING!

Kaki IT.. Hensem?? Nama dia Mohamad Haris. He is unpredictable...  Basically, he is fun to be with.. ehehhehe.. The most significant thing, he rarely calls someone like an "abg" or a "kakak".. ehehe.. cute kan?? He also soft hearted.Kecik nya hati dia.. :)

 
Our volleyball player!!! Jangan men2.. Dia ni Chinese., Tapi BI power gilerr...!!Dia ni slumber jak,.N kadang2 slumber dia yang buat kamiorg speechless.. :)

Yey..Our cartoonist!! Mohd. Azad. Hensem.. Tinggi sangat2.Sangat suka karakter The Simpson. Love story?/ Never mentioned.. :) Sngat pendiam, well, his nature kan?? Bare with it.. Back off if no one knows him well... 

yEAH!!! Dancer kami..Patricia Henry. Sorry. Also taken already. By Charles Nanang. :) .. She is sweet when she used Baby T-shirt and jeans.Plus her sneakers. Sangat sweet.. Yang hebatnya, dia boleh tiru suara sengau.Hillarious gila!!!

Eh??Saya lagi. Well, u know me.. next!!!

Haduiii!! Lau Ung Wei. Dia comel tau.. hehehe..Just sometime he is a bit off from people as he stressed.. Xpalah.. Xpayah nak panjang lebar kat cni. Basically he has that special characteristic that might makes people want to be his friends.

Heyyy.Ni photographer kami... Very talkative and also one of the GADIS. Named, Nurfarhanah.

One of the gorgeous too. Her laugh is contagious though. Named, Lisia Gran. She loves her family so much and she really appreciate everything.

Erk... Dun be overjudged by him..Hehhehe.. Well. Here comes our hero..Aiseh.. Konon., Named, Lionel. But he can be a she sometime.He is lovable and totally awesome! He has that style that no one can copy. Hey!! He is ours..:)

Uduiii.. comel la tu??? Ni satu org lagi Sabahan. Nuraini Madiaman. Sangat serupa dengan tikus. Once dia nervous, tersangatla lucu. Dengan kelam kabutnya lagi, dengan celoteh mulutnya lagi.. Adehai.... Xpa.. She's cute in such way...

Hey.. Don Pedro.. ahahah.. no.. Its our Along.Muhammad Nuaim. He has a very good vocal, but then, we hardly hear him sing. His relationship?? ERGH?? Complicated.. His body is really flexible. U guys should watch he does that wormy flabby movement.

Hye!! This is real story. This is Liew Shan Thian.First impression, u guys totally thought that he is an Indian..NO!!! He is a Bidayuh Chinese mix. Well.Doesn't look like one.. hahahah.Our top student too and yeah, he is already taken too... :) No way I'm going to expose it here.. ahahhaa...

Hihi..Another Korean lover. This is Myra. She love to wear a plain white shirt. And surprisingly, she looks beautiful in it. Just imagine how beautiful a person is in a plain white shirt... She is also already taken.. Sorry..:)

heheh..Another Sabahan. This is Nur Izzati. She used to be very very plum but nw, she end up with a beautiful body. Ironically, she still have that plumed cheek.Cute eyy???

Our sista!!! a 90'er..Meet Jessica Jerin Surang. She really loves to eat traditional food, but not exotic food. She is really caring and she loves to advice people. Glad to have her in our class..:) 

Hurm... Depressed.. Hehehe..Kidding. She is smiling?? waa...!! A miracle.. Waduh. Jahatnya. No la.. This is Nurfadzilla a.k.a Jill Rahman. She is a music lover and she is prone to injuries. Just take care of her when she is walking anywhere.. :) ..

Ni Qhailani.. The only Semenanjung in our class, yet she is very sporting. She is also taken already by Qawiem Syimir. She loves online shopping... 

Bha.. These are my classmates of PPISMP TESL 3 JUNE 2010 and this is our final Semester for our Foundation year. We'll step into Degree year next year, so,...

<3 WISH US THE BEST OF LUCK!!!! <3

Beloved people around me.. :)

Bha.. Hari ni nak cakap pasal orang-orang yang banyak inspire saya... aisehemn. surry aa.. My BI sucks..Heheh.. Nak cakap ni.. Orang-orang ni semua sangat hebat, sangat spesel.. Mana nak dapat orang mcm ni... Betul.. Hebat.. Saya jak ada.. And yg penting, saya sayang diorg!! :)

Bha..  First, jom berkenalan dengan saya dulu.. ciss...sy pun disayangi.. Oleh sapa?? Banyak orang.. :P ..aND  saya tahu, Tuhan sayang saya sangat-sangat.. :) ..
Ni saya... Untuk tahun 2011.. Makin cumill...opppsss... Tercakap.. xpa.. kebenaran..

Oke.. Lpas tu.. Ni pulak kekasih jiwa hati saya yang tersayang.. Adik bongsu saya.. :)Jackson Hollypyhll!!! Tadaaa!!!Dia ni kecik, tpi sangat berbisa.. :)Comel mcm kakak dia.. huikkk...perasan lgi...

Next is my.. ehemm.. should I say?? Hurm.. bha., This is him.. Arandell Andrew.. :) Dia hebat,,.. Main gitar.. :) .. Masih teringat lagi dia main gitar lagu Guardian Angel time birthday dia sendiri... :) ..

Next, ada lagi 1 urg.. kakak saya.. hahaha.. ooopsss... :) .. Ada kisah dia ni.. Dia ni girlfren ex saya.. hEHE.. bagus kan ada ex gf macam saya.. Sporting jak.. :)Orang baik dengan saa, saya pun baikla dengan orang. No musuh-musuh... :) Peace.. Ni dia.. Vellenda.. Nama fb dia, Veyl V'k. Kaki korea juga ni.. Nasib sama minat. :)dIA Care sangat ma sy..So obviously, dia kakak looorrr..:)

Hahaha..My feveret peoples are coming.. Ni lah rumate-rumate saya... Banyak ragam yet very lovable.. They have their own personality that people won't understand.Including me actually...

Okayyy...The first  pitcure is Dliyana John and the bottom is Famiza Watson Dian. Both of them are from Sibu and both are Ibans. Dliya loves to watch movies while Famiza loves to sing. She has a very powerful vocal and I really love to sing with her.I also love to share any bible verses or religious matter with her. The funny part is when she tries to act cute.. Well.. She is cute, but then, when she emphasizes on it, it sounds so WRONG!!! hehehe.. Okay, Dliyana on the other hand, she loves extreme thing.. Not sport obviously.. She kinda someone who loves new thing. Adventures. People won't understand, but its ok.. Different people have different opinion.. :)

Bha.. Next are my classmates.... hehehe.. the notorious one..

The next post will be about them.. Wait haa... :)

That's all for now.. daa.. !!! :)

What Are Words...

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent
Just from me and now know I'm meant
To be where I am and I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then their done
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud, those words
They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

...

Holiday will be ending tomorrow..hurmph.. I should be happy because I'll get to meet my friends..But why am I feeling so sad and plus, I dun have the feeling top go back there.. I'm fine here.. I'm fine to be alone.I'm fine to be no one care about.. I'm fine to be like this..

MR.SYED NASIR 30 MINUTES CLASS

Basically, this is my former ICT lecturer when I was in Matriculation year in Labuan.. 2009 memories...

1.Remember!When you found yourself in trouble-ASK GOOGLE!!

2.Remeber Open Office prefer you the best that you can get..

3.Use your own name for your email and blog.Remember..It reflects our personality.

4.Do not built website, just register and start writing.

5.Don’t forget your blog.

6.Blog may not good for you today,but who knows iy may good in the future.

7.Think before you post!!!!

8.When you post something, u’ll never can get it back.

9.When you publish something in your online service, somebody will pull it up again somewhere sometime.

10.GIRLS!!!!WHEREVER YOU GO, WHOEVER YOU KNOW, TAKE A GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF.TAKE GOOD CARE OF ALL VALUABLE “THINGS” YOU HAVE!!

11.Reproduction system is good for you to learn, but not to try..

12.ICT4ME is not about competition,its about EVERYTHING..COOPERATION, TEAm

WORK,FRIENDSHIP, RESPECT, HONOUR,LEARNING AND EFFORTS.

I'm allright..

I'm allright..

That is what I can say now.. I dun have anything to say.. Saying "I'm allright" is quite hurtful for me, but, as long as everyone happy , I'm okay...

Keeping myself busy, yeah right, how busy am I?? I'm not Mr.President who runs the country, I'm not Superman who take care of the peace, I'm not a mother who take care of babies... No! I'm just a student.. What more to say?? So, keeping up with those bunch of assgnments are quite boring somehow, but on the other hand, it makes me forget everything.. Yeah.. Almost everything.. All the stress are centralize to the assignment.Lame huh?? Assignmentsss.......

Keep praying, seeking help, asking so many questions to Him.. None of the questions are answered, none of help came..Just NONE.. But above all, trusting and believing are the answer.. I trust You God..I love You God!

I just need time to reflect and think .. To recall, to reminisce, to learn the past,current and future.. I just need time to be alone..

I'm sorry people..

How I wish my guitar was here.. I should've been strumming it all the way to release all the thing in my mind..

I wish U know...

I wish U know how hard it is to stay calm when anything bad happen to u and no one told me..

I wish you know how difficult it was to be by ur side when u are ignoring me before??

I wish u know how happy I am when I'm with u..

I wish u know how I cried real hard when u removed me from ur facebook fren's list..

I wish u know how much I trust u..

I wish u know how my days were brighten by ur existence..

I wish u know how much I MISS U now..

I wish u know that I hope u will appear in front of me whenever I think of u..

The 13th May letter..

Dear Dewina,

A day wthout u seems too hard for me...13th Friday...last nite...i cant sleep...thinkg of you...i wondering hw do u do?? have u take ur medicine...there is no one i love as much i love u in this world....

13th friday.....bad day xtually...

But i still have u in my heart...u said no rush...because we have each other...dear, its hard...i cn wait forever...but plez promiz me tht u will nver leave me alone....i give u my word..if thre is any place for me in ur heart...i will be with u till the rest of my life...dis i promiz u.use me as u will dear...

in His name...we will be tgher...God blez..

P/S: nthing much i can write for this time...coz...u wnt to go home...send my regard to our beloved family at home..

A letter with a poem from him..20th May

Dear Mumy,

i'll take ur hand and hold it till the rest of my life....frst of ol, thnkz a lot coz loving dady so much...beyond the words cn describe our love...i admit it...i'm not the best bfre...BUT NOW...i love u more thn i love myself...i'll live my life for u....i will be thre for u...we will face the chngelles tgher...

i never cried for a gurl bfre..i cn only lets my tears fall for u...becoz u r my whole life....at the sme time...u r my angel...u r my life...in short..u r evrthng....i swear to gve u my love completly...i'm breathin' for u...

i had write a poem fr u...

Diz i promiz you.

Ur love keeps me warm,
Ur love keep me alive,
ur love keep me stay awake,
All i see is u,
through the sunlight and moonlight.

Dear, diz i promiz u,
i will take ur hand
and nver let u walk alone,
Hold u tightly to me
for the rest of my life,
i will gve u my love cmpletly.

Dear, diz i promiz u,
In His nme,
we will be tgher freva,
Bonds like this are meant to last.
use me as u will,
i will be ur guardian angel.

Dear, diz i promiz u,
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.
coz no matter how far or how long,
My love is still be yours.

Date: 20 May 2011, 2:38 a.m.

Dear mumy,
Hoping that u can hear me...
I love u so much..only u can build a castle with me from my feeling, hurt, faith, concerns, trust and scarred....i can hear ur heartbeat...i cn hear u speak to me evnthough we are far apart...i can feel u in my senses evnthough u r not in my arms....it's harder than u know to let u with other...i'm dying inside..God blez u mumy...

DADY LOVE MUMY...NO DOUBT...NO WORRIES...BCOZ WE HAVE EACH OTHER...^^,

GOD BLEZ U....

Work of Art

My Grafitti Zone

My Hands and Brain work together to form this work of art.. :)

Que

Why was it should be u??

It may sounds like Justin Bieber's song.."That should be me"
Nope..Its not.Its about u.. Yes, its u..Why was it should be u? Being neglected and ignored for the past few month really hurts me but then, U changed and repaid all the time that I have spent for u.. Why was it should be u who came into my life and made my life miserable at the first time and now its all like a paradise. ?? 

There is no need to compare the past and the latest, U always being good for me..The best.. 

A new chapter in my life...

Him..
Cheer me up when I am in solemnity..
Brings me a new light in my life...

=) Hey Brain =)

I'm talking to you..
You know what, you are always the best..
and u must know that u can beat the rest...
They are were just tiny enemies, but ur biggest enemy is when u fail to make an effort..
u were here to pursue your dreams..
I know that u can turn out to be someone that others would never know that u can do..
It is never be an issue to be different and show others ur true colours....
<3 <3

Dah Terhantuk Baru Nak Terngadah...

• Always find other's mistakes instead of acknowledging themselves first...
• Did not appreciate what they have but when the thing dissapears, only then they'll regret..
• Always look high upon other's success instead of trying to make differences in themselves.
• Always saying badwords instead of knowing that they are knocking another door of hell for themselves.
• Always being the troublemaker and love to be that without knowing that they are creating bad names for themselves
• Keeping themselves unknown without knowing that they are left far behind.. :P
• Afraid to try something new without any concrete reason.
• Speaks loudly, but less work...
• Jump into conclusion without specific or at least some reasonable research on the things that they hear from somebody else..
• Pretend to be someone else when they want something badly, then dump it whenever  and wherever they want to..
• Keep saying something that is not what they did not want to say, but saying it sympathetically...

Love Yourself Before You Love Somebody Else

 Here are 17 ways which I believe can be helpful:

1. Fall in love with yourself. Think about what makes you You. Just like a flower that needs watering to grow, learn to nurture yourself in every way. Love yourself for all the good that you see and accept your flaws and the fact that you are imperfect. This does not mean that you do not learn to change from your shortcomings; instead, you are being gentle and kind to yourself despite all your “flaws”. Look in the mirror and fall in love with the reflection that is You.

“To love oneself is the beginning of a life-long romance.”
Oscar Wilde quotes (Irish Poet, Novelist, Dramatist and Critic, 1854-1900)

2. Eliminate Self Criticism. Do you often berate yourself over the tiniest thing? Is there a little voice inside your head that often tells you that you are no good because you are stupid or make mistakes. If you find that you criticize yourself often, make an effort to stop the self criticism.

“I CAN is 100 times more important than IQ.” — unknown

3. Be Kind And Positive. When you start to think kindly and positively about yourself, the love you have for yourself just grows. Make it a habit to praise yourself everyday, while in the front of the mirror. Because of such thoughts, you naturally undertake empowering actions that support your development.

4. Acknowledge Your Effort. It’s not always about winning or having success in everything that you do. Many times, it is the effort that counts! Acknowledge that you’ve done your best, even if you have failed to produce tangible results.

“There is only one way to happiness and that is to cease worrying about things which are beyond the power of our will.” — Epictetus quotes (Greek philosopher associated with the Stoics, AD 55-c.135)

5. Let Go Of Worry. Loving yourself requires you to let go of your worry. It is a horrible way to live a life filled with constant worrying. I can attest to that! Worry does not help in any way. It cannot, on its own, make things happen. Only wise actions can! So instead of worrying, spend time thinking about what you can do to help in the situation. If the situation is beyond your control, then ask the Universe for your desired outcome and let things work out on their own. Things will come to be, if they are meant to be.

6. Trust Yourself. Have confidence in your abilities. Know that you have the ability to make important changes for yourself, for as long as you put your heart to it. You can also support yourself by visualizing desired outcomes.

“Trust yourself. You know more than you think you do.”
Benjamin Spock quotes (American Pediatrician and Author, 1903-1998)

7. Forgive Yourself. If you have made mistakes in the past that had caused you to feel less worthy, then you need to forgive yourself. All of us make mistakes; so there really is no need to beat yourself up over them. Or if you’ve been carrying around a baggage of emotional hurt because of a childhood trauma, learn to forgive yourself.

“To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you.”
Lewis B. Smedes quotes

8. Be Truthful To Yourself. Loving yourself requires you to be truthful about your own feelings. If you are happy, acknowledge the joy. If you are sad, acknowledge the sorrow. When you are truthful about your feelings, you do not try to lie to yourself or seek to bury your negative emotions. Instead, acknowledging what you feel provides a good guide to what your thoughts are. And as we all know, thoughts can be changed, so that healing and self growth can take place.

9. Grow Spiritually. When you spend time growing spiritually, loving yourself is an automatic thing. You become more peaceful, connected, kind, loving and compassionate. You nurture a mind that grows more beautiful by the day. How to not love yourself in the process?

10. Make Positive Affirmations Everyday. Post affirmations that can help raise your self esteem everyday. For instance, say this to yourself “I love and accept myself completely and unconditionally.” Read your affirmations out loud several times a day.

11. Express Gratitude. Express gratitude for the person that you are. For instance, cultivate an appreciation for your strengths and gifts. Also, feel a sense of gratitude that you are alive and well, and fully capable of making a difference in your life.

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover. —Mark Twain

12. Nurture Your Dreams. Why deny yourself your dreams? When you nurture your dreams, you would love the life that you are leading. Every moment that you live is a joy because you are expressing yourself fully.

13. Boost Your Self Confidence. Make a deliberate attempt to look for opportunities that can help improve your sense of Self. For instance, if you are particularly good at doing something, set aside more time to indulge and improve your skills on it. Knowing that you have particular gifts can boost your self esteem.

14. Relax. You need to give yourself space to take breaks every now and then. If you spend your time working, without paying attention to your health, it also means that you do not love yourself well enough to take care of your own body. Fill your time with silence, soothing music and visions of beauty; anything that nourishes your Soul.

15. Have Fun. Inject some fun into your life. Life is meant to be an enjoyable. Don’t take life or yourself too seriously. If you can think of life in this manner, you automatically relax and quit worrying over things that do not matter.

16. Look After Your Body. It is important that you strengthen yourself with proper nutrition and regular exercise. Your body is a temple and you should treat it with respect, love and care. It has been found that the lack of self love is often the root causes of conditions like eating disorders, obesity or even terminal diseases.

“Take care of your body. It’s the only place you have to live.”
Jim Rohn quotes (American Speaker and Author. He is famous for motivational audio programs for Business and Life. )

17. Learn To See Beauty. When you learn to see beauty in every thing, you will also see beauty in yourself. Hence, stop to smell the flowers. Notice everything. Feel everything. The pink blush of the flowers in your garden, the greenness of the plains, the whisper of the gentle wind, or the myriad hues of an evening sky.

Their Faces....

To u....

• While u r running, u slipped over ur own legs n u fell down... u think that no one was there for u.. but when u turned back, u saw me there.. Always there to rush to u n hold ur back... The one who always there during ur bad days but willing to be invinsible during ur happy moment..I dun mind, cuz i know, I've done my best for U TILL THE END..

• When u are sleeping soundly, I feel very happy. Bcuz I know, U have gone through a rough day but U still strive to make out the best ..

• When u speaks badwords/cursing, doesn't mean that u hate him/her/ me either..Thats the way u r... 

• When u are having ur moodswing, I know that is not a good time to talk sensitive matter with u..I know u need time to chill bcuz u'll turn to me one day and explain  more about that.

• When U plays the song that I loved the most, U know I'll shed tears bcuz it is amazing that U sang it although it is not for me...

• When U hang out with ur friends, I don't care much because I know, Ur frens are always there for u too and they completed u as ONE...

• When U told stories about things that I already knew, I dun mind listening to it over and over again bcuz ur voice was so calming...

• When I ask U," r u ok?" I'm always wondering would u mind to answer at least saying "OK".Receiving that kind of text might be trigger anger for other girls, but not for me. I'm glad that u r OK...

• I dun mind if U x trust me, as long as I do trust U..

• I dun mind if U say badwords to me, as long as I dun say those to U...

• I dun mind if U hate me for this, as long as I LOVE U...

Ladies and gentlemen;

• LOVING SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN THAT U OWNS THAT PERSON.SOMETIME U HAVE TO STAY ON THE DARK SIDE AND KEEP TO YOURSELF TO MAKE HIM/HER HAPPY.. 
• LOVING SOMEONE DOESN'T MEAN THAT U HAVE TO BE NEXT TO HIM/HER, SOMETIME U NEED TO GIVE HIM/HER THE SPACES TO BE HIMSELF/HERSELF... 
• LOVING SOMEONE IS ACCEPTING, NOT COMPLAINING...
• LOVING SOMEONE IS SACRIFICING, NOT TO LET THINGS GET WORST.AS LONG AS U KNOW WHAT U ARE DOING, U ARE FREE FROM ANY ACCUSATIONS, SINS,VIOLENCE AND EVEN OFFENSES.... 

To all lovely people around me....

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He’s always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?” The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. “Just take care of my eyes dear.”

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This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

 Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.

• Life is A Gift.
• Today before you think of saying an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.
• Before you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
• Before you complain about your husband or wife – Think of someone who’s crying out for a companion.
• Today before you complain about life – Think of someone who went too early to heaven/hell.
• Before you complain about your children – Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.
• Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep – Think of the people who are living in the streets.
• Before whining about the distance you drive – Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
• And when you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
• But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another – Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
• And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on your face and thank — you’re alive and still around

Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And Fulfill it.